sex

fucked K real good last night. She came hard, then I did. It was wonderful. Still I wonder what it would have been like if after she came she told me to stop and did not allow me to cum. feeling fairly submissive today, but stuck at work.

dealing with the department of motor vehicles

Had to go to the DMV this morning, ran into a huge hassle, really upset my day. On a brighter note, K and I fucked. She had been on her period so we had not had sex in over a week. I was able to keep my hands off myself since Wednesday. would like to re find the gadget for counting since last orgasm, seemed to have broken and not be relisted. if anyone knows, reply here. Still waiting for my steel belt.

life returning to normal

tried to sleep in this morning, but K woke up pissed off (not at me, but about my son's injury). He is doing well, at home, resting. Once she calmed down we had sex. I can't call it making love, because it was purely physical. She was not really in the mood, but I went down on her and we proceeded from there. I wish she was more Domme and could tell me know. Or better yet, have me please her and leave myself high and dry.

thanks to the people that wrote expressing their concerns. Really looking forward to life getting back to normal.

Saturday mornings

K and I have a ritual of sorts on Saturday mornings, we sleep in, then make love. This morning I made sure she came first, then I got on top, wrapped her around me, and had her bite my neck as I came (with her permission). It was wonderful.

still waiting on my steel chastity belt (should be next month). will let everyone know how that goes.

More to come soon.

Catching up

Sorry for not posting for the past few days, I got busy at work. First, let me catch everyone up on my recent activities. Wednesday, K and I fucked. She was very horny, I made sure she came first, then I asked her permission before I came (I wish once she would say no).

Yesterday, I spent a lot of time in and out of various ball stretchers (some of them tend to let one of my balls slip out). I got so horny that at the end of the day I 'had' to jerk off. It was a very good cum.

Today I am behaving myself. Some edging but no cuming. I am waiting for the steel chastity belt I ordered, probably won't arrive before tax time.

Still searching for more chastity blogs and videos. If anyone knows of any, please let me know.

updates etc....

Yesterday AM K and I made love. It was gentle and tender and loving. No way she could have been domme, she was my girl and I was her Man. Makes me wonder if I am ever going to get up the nerve to talk to her about holding my key. What I want (and hopefully she agrees too) would be for us to have our current relationship with the exception of her holding the key, preventing me from masturbating. Eventually, I think she would began to take advantage of the situation and become more and more dominant.

This morning I am wearing 2 neoprene ball stretchers and a neoprene cock ring (pictured). Feels good, tight. Need to keep stretching my balls.

I heard back from the birdlock people, no good suggestions. If I decide to modify the device I will let everyone know and show pics of what I did (if it works).



addendum: after wearing the ball stretchers and cock ring I got so worked up that I 'had to' jerk off. I really need to work on my discipline

life on the edge

I have been experimenting with edging, playing with myself until I am on the edge of cumming, then stopping. It is very frustrating but can lead to fantastic orgasms. The down side is, I am leaking precum, tons of it. I even thought of putting on a pad. I realize that once I am locked up for real I won't be able to play with myself at all. Still working on the ball stretching, I think it is coming along well and I should be able to use the birdlock device by next week. As for the chastity belt I purchased, sent in the measurements today, will take 4-6 weeks to arrive. The best knews is that K and I are 'scheduled' to fuck tonight! Should make for an exciting evening.

another saturday morning

K and I slept in and for the first time in a week, we made love. It was very nice, I made sure she came first, then I had her get on top (in a more dominant position) while I came. Afterwords we laid in bed for a while, then got dressed and worked on the house. She went out to go shopping, I went for a haircut and now am home alone. I put on the red ball stretcher as soon as I got back, it is becoming easier to wear.

in other news: I won a stainless steel chastity belt off of ebay (pictured). I am waiting for the seller to contact me for my measurements, he said that it would be 4-6 weeks for delivery. Hopefully it is of good quality and fits well.

To my readers: please leave your comments and ask me questions!!! I want to know what you think.

Saturday morning

woke up this morning and K and I had sex. she had some difficulty cuming so she used her rabbit vibrator while I watched. when she was done I fucked her until I came. This made me think that if she was my Mistress, she would have made me watch her cum then not allowed me to do anything. I am trying to get her to be more assertive in her everyday life, she tends towards the passive aggressive method of getting her way (which she almost always does). Why can't she just tell me what to do or what she wants? Not sure if it is in her nature but will keep trying. I have listed a number of chastity blogs that I have found, let me know if you anyone knows of any others. pictured is a neosteel chastity belt that I would love to find myself in. later today I am going to try my hand at captioning some pics.

on a different note: what is the relationship between male chastity and sissification? it seems that a lot of men who are chastized are further pushed into wearing panties and other sissy type activities. I would have no problem if K ordered me to do this, I just am curious what everyone feels about the common threads.

just got laid

just got laid today, got me a pocket full of change (my apologies to ZZ Top). K and I made love this evening, I had some difficulty getting hard (from my blood pressure meds), I offered K to be in charge of my penis. she really did not bite at the chance (no pun intended). need to monitor the situation (and get some Cialis).

Just got laid

Sitting in my den, working (responding to telephone messages). K is resting upstairs. This morning, we spooned, then I made sweet love to her. lots of pillow talk, I asked her if she was in charge, she said no, the boys (our sons) are, so I asked her if she was in charge of me, she said YES!!!. I made sure she came first, then I asked her permission to allow me to cum. I figure this is a good start for preparing her to some day be my keyholder/Domme. Today is all about romance. Tonight we will have champagne in front of the fireplace, lobster, shrimp, etc... Right now I am off to make some chocolate covered strawberries.

First post

I am sitting in my den, waiting while my wife (a personal trainer) works with her client. Tonight is the night we regularly have sex. Although I am excited, I can't help but to wonder what it would be like if she said I could not cum. We toyed with a chastity belt (from Access Denied) years ago but I was mean and she did not stand up to me. So we dropped the subject and I sold the belt. Now I want her to be my queen. She has told me she is more submissive (sexually) with men, more Dominant with women (yes she is bi). I am looking for ideas on how to broach the subject with her again.

pictured is the curve chastity device (with me in it)