updates etc....

Yesterday AM K and I made love. It was gentle and tender and loving. No way she could have been domme, she was my girl and I was her Man. Makes me wonder if I am ever going to get up the nerve to talk to her about holding my key. What I want (and hopefully she agrees too) would be for us to have our current relationship with the exception of her holding the key, preventing me from masturbating. Eventually, I think she would began to take advantage of the situation and become more and more dominant.

This morning I am wearing 2 neoprene ball stretchers and a neoprene cock ring (pictured). Feels good, tight. Need to keep stretching my balls.

I heard back from the birdlock people, no good suggestions. If I decide to modify the device I will let everyone know and show pics of what I did (if it works).



addendum: after wearing the ball stretchers and cock ring I got so worked up that I 'had to' jerk off. I really need to work on my discipline

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Snow day in the Baltimore area. Very slow morning at work, then the UPS man shows up with my neoprene ball stretchers. I put one on immediately as well as a neoprene cock ring. It felt fantastic. I wore it all afternoon and when the business day was done, just had to see how well things worked with the devices in place. Needless to say, everything worked great. Had one hell of an orgasm. No real guilt afterwords, maybe I should have felt it. Will post pics of the neoprene later. K was home all day (her office was closed). She was in a good mood, I started asking her permission to do various things. I think this may lay the ground work before asking her to lock me up. Let me know what you think.