tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23162709931320350212024-02-07T00:05:21.569-05:00Fantasies of a wannabe chastity slavemusings of a married man who wishes his wife would put him in chastitysarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-13952277236936081572012-06-17T09:48:00.000-04:002012-06-17T09:48:11.939-04:00I am back!! and as of yesterday, no longer a wannabe chastity slave. this is my final post, will start a new blog today chastityfantasy.blogspot.comsarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-16401331515855404392009-05-27T08:27:00.001-04:002009-05-27T08:28:54.255-04:00It Arrived!!!after months of waiting, my steel chastity belt has finally arrived! I tried it on yesterday, a bit of a tight fit (I have gained weight since I ordered it) but it works great. Will upload pics of me in it soon.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-50423686153489950382009-05-18T11:25:00.005-04:002009-05-18T11:31:51.634-04:00Waiting<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/ShF_IQEtl_I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/PD5r0Syfhh4/s1600-h/%21BR0drzg%212k%7E%24%28KGrHgoH-EEEjlLlyOEvBK%21Bo40ZBQ%7E%7E_1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 148px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/ShF_IQEtl_I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/PD5r0Syfhh4/s320/%21BR0drzg%212k%7E%24%28KGrHgoH-EEEjlLlyOEvBK%21Bo40ZBQ%7E%7E_1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337186813141161970" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAMLSHSmv4NYiuz0Bjzec8zSiShFjiVVCXVllt4yBbvpMg__Bs2RZcqpRx0fbbe94jj6NylHYQREBGOMo1j0gaP8AHyJVMmN0HEJ6kXDJEcFx4x1WBKlgPxEni1lIr_zwN8OVczCSCeIJw/s1600-h/9f21_1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAMLSHSmv4NYiuz0Bjzec8zSiShFjiVVCXVllt4yBbvpMg__Bs2RZcqpRx0fbbe94jj6NylHYQREBGOMo1j0gaP8AHyJVMmN0HEJ6kXDJEcFx4x1WBKlgPxEni1lIr_zwN8OVczCSCeIJw/s320/9f21_1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337186739199085666" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUljsgSTs5Qq0vWVGBcCT-ZiRoaCHHhX7kbToYEaTtj_7mwV7c9XQoxta-xAycz3wZ1UCe9GA8wG2ab7U-FR_xA533CE3sKEyUwSdzfWC8gDdNs9HVKvSkDFsVsFJygDDuSnJeyKnI6jEW/s1600-h/9e44_1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUljsgSTs5Qq0vWVGBcCT-ZiRoaCHHhX7kbToYEaTtj_7mwV7c9XQoxta-xAycz3wZ1UCe9GA8wG2ab7U-FR_xA533CE3sKEyUwSdzfWC8gDdNs9HVKvSkDFsVsFJygDDuSnJeyKnI6jEW/s320/9e44_1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337186604529466770" border="0" /></a><br />I am still waiting for my steel chastity belt. Since I was not updating the counter (on orgasms), I have changed it to the time I have been waiting for my belt. Some self chastity play, but not as much fun when you know you can get out. lot of fantasy and jerking off. will try to update this blog more often. Pics are of the belt I ordered with the radial lock.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-47795760129325964512009-05-07T10:37:00.002-04:002009-05-07T10:39:23.322-04:00sexfucked K real good last night. She came hard, then I did. It was wonderful. Still I wonder what it would have been like if after she came she told me to stop and did not allow me to cum. feeling fairly submissive today, but stuck at work.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-21795332984718054172009-05-06T08:40:00.003-04:002009-05-06T08:43:00.787-04:00EdgingI have been very horny lately. K is not much in the mood to be dominant, so most of my chastity play has been fantasies. I am still waiting for my steel belt, have ordered the radial lock. She will be going away in June (weekend with the kids), when she does I am going to lock my belt on and hide the key in her car. I will have no way out until she gets home!!! Will take pics and let everyone know when that happens. Meanwhile, I wait and fantasize. <br /><br />Does anyone know any new chastity sites or blogs?<br /><br />Get to edge myself all day, K and I will fuck tonight!!!!sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-7869532598883796342009-05-02T16:46:00.003-04:002009-05-02T16:49:41.909-04:00dealing with the department of motor vehiclesHad to go to the DMV this morning, ran into a huge hassle, really upset my day. On a brighter note, K and I fucked. She had been on her period so we had not had sex in over a week. I was able to keep my hands off myself since Wednesday. would like to re find the gadget for counting since last orgasm, seemed to have broken and not be relisted. if anyone knows, reply here. Still waiting for my steel belt.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-2086898754086805322009-04-27T10:18:00.001-04:002009-04-27T10:20:54.253-04:00He's BACK!!Thank you all for your patience. Do to personal tragedy, I have not been thinking along these lines. Thankfully, everything worked out for the best. Now I am waiting for my steel belt to arrive. I have removed the count down from last orgasm feature, it was not working correctly. Anyone with a link for a better one, please let me know. Regular updates (hopefully) to follow.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-66814717539217554402009-03-21T17:01:00.003-04:002009-03-21T17:04:33.841-04:00life returning to normaltried to sleep in this morning, but K woke up pissed off (not at me, but about my son's injury). He is doing well, at home, resting. Once she calmed down we had sex. I can't call it making love, because it was purely physical. She was not really in the mood, but I went down on her and we proceeded from there. I wish she was more Domme and could tell me know. Or better yet, have me please her and leave myself high and dry. <br /><br />thanks to the people that wrote expressing their concerns. Really looking forward to life getting back to normal.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-40331857221649586762009-03-19T06:45:00.002-04:002009-03-19T06:48:06.075-04:00Lack of updatesI am sorry for the lack of updates, however my wife and I are dealing with a personal tragedy. My son suffered a brain injury on Monday and is in critical care. He is stable but has a long way to go to recover. Will write again when things settle down.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-64191202769248915832009-03-14T11:42:00.003-04:002009-03-14T12:27:05.424-04:00Saturday morningsK and I have a ritual of sorts on Saturday mornings, we sleep in, then make love. This morning I made sure she came first, then I got on top, wrapped her around me, and had her bite my neck as I came (with her permission). It was wonderful. <br /><br />still waiting on my steel chastity belt (should be next month). will let everyone know how that goes.<br /><br />More to come soon.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-42163487785189148692009-03-13T08:56:00.003-04:002009-03-13T11:05:11.259-04:00Catching upSorry for not posting for the past few days, I got busy at work. First, let me catch everyone up on my recent activities. Wednesday, K and I fucked. She was very horny, I made sure she came first, then I asked her permission before I came (I wish once she would say no). <br /><br />Yesterday, I spent a lot of time in and out of various ball stretchers (some of them tend to let one of my balls slip out). I got so horny that at the end of the day I 'had' to jerk off. It was a very good cum.<br /><br />Today I am behaving myself. Some edging but no cuming. I am waiting for the steel chastity belt I ordered, probably won't arrive before tax time. <br /><br />Still searching for more chastity blogs and videos. If anyone knows of any, please let me know.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-44617183536282109932009-03-10T19:06:00.002-04:002009-03-10T19:26:53.980-04:00edgingHad the opportunity to jerk off during my lunch break, spent it looking at porn and bringing myself to the brink, but not cumming. Must have gotten close half a dozen times. Have been reading a lot of other people's blogs on chastity, some hot stuff out there. It seems a lot of men have the same problem I do, the desire to be locked up but a partner with little to no interest. Finished work late, more tomorrowsarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-32974422669560566762009-03-09T19:11:00.003-04:002009-03-09T19:17:19.120-04:00MondaysI hate Mondays (doesn't everyone?) Busy day at work, still got home relatively on time and made dinner for the kids. (K makes her own dinner). Have been wearing a ' bull ring' ball stretcher most of the day. It feels great. I am thinking of buying a few more of these. Feeling very fat, overate this weekend. As far as chastity is concerned, I am still trying to figure out how to discuss the topic with K. She is usually sexually submissive, though she is dominant in other aspects of her life. I have seen her be sexually aggressive but only with other women. At least I have been able to keep my hands off my dick today.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-79209579070148459812009-03-08T12:28:00.005-04:002009-03-09T09:03:13.459-04:00updates etc....<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_CelfGHnhMacrrbr5mdwQVVqzZtOHkg-id-sOauNpR3SqfvL3WHb1vVQIjiGKRD-jWxSUBsJz6XP-gOcpNflD9piB2uRmIkjBxZfZ4fzt7c8dPhwCWObMkdyhEaj9YXrWNg8jeyJA9vAT/s1600-h/IMG_0562.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 245px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_CelfGHnhMacrrbr5mdwQVVqzZtOHkg-id-sOauNpR3SqfvL3WHb1vVQIjiGKRD-jWxSUBsJz6XP-gOcpNflD9piB2uRmIkjBxZfZ4fzt7c8dPhwCWObMkdyhEaj9YXrWNg8jeyJA9vAT/s320/IMG_0562.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310855913910334562" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeTy2KPFCZ4NLEPB-L4aleThIGUNY6LI7OJxP18DlD8lezDgd5fbFUhyphenhyphenC7hD5ow9Os3l0fPXNArFO6-1n-y61aBFWeEICp89jGlxxVW2IfQtGgouN59l4QtyrhYt8xa4SP-v6XCX3MhCkc/s1600-h/IMG_0561.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 294px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeTy2KPFCZ4NLEPB-L4aleThIGUNY6LI7OJxP18DlD8lezDgd5fbFUhyphenhyphenC7hD5ow9Os3l0fPXNArFO6-1n-y61aBFWeEICp89jGlxxVW2IfQtGgouN59l4QtyrhYt8xa4SP-v6XCX3MhCkc/s320/IMG_0561.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310855901967531730" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcPP9JxRgPtvUH5TSLCzlc69_8xlVormmL7chPRunxf_GxbujCME5xIc_e4T7-aiavWrLa76Ja_IjOkCfcTjl5JKP_y19wcAbnPahzDAE6go5s-x9jZrcOh1rzTZ3QTvK4zNmpp8QHfT1O/s1600-h/IMG_0559.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 282px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcPP9JxRgPtvUH5TSLCzlc69_8xlVormmL7chPRunxf_GxbujCME5xIc_e4T7-aiavWrLa76Ja_IjOkCfcTjl5JKP_y19wcAbnPahzDAE6go5s-x9jZrcOh1rzTZ3QTvK4zNmpp8QHfT1O/s320/IMG_0559.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310855898065315154" border="0" /></a><br />Yesterday AM K and I made love. It was gentle and tender and loving. No way she could have been domme, she was my girl and I was her Man. Makes me wonder if I am ever going to get up the nerve to talk to her about holding my key. What I want (and hopefully she agrees too) would be for us to have our current relationship with the exception of her holding the key, preventing me from masturbating. Eventually, I think she would began to take advantage of the situation and become more and more dominant.<br /><br />This morning I am wearing 2 neoprene ball stretchers and a neoprene cock ring (pictured). Feels good, tight. Need to keep stretching my balls.<br /><br />I heard back from the birdlock people, no good suggestions. If I decide to modify the device I will let everyone know and show pics of what I did (if it works).<br /><br /><br /><br />addendum: after wearing the ball stretchers and cock ring I got so worked up that I 'had to' jerk off. I really need to work on my disciplinesarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-85086870464252439092009-03-06T10:20:00.002-05:002009-03-06T10:25:52.079-05:0045 minutes(hangs head in shame) I only lasted 45 minutes in the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">birdlock</span>. 2 problems surfaced, one the pants I was wearing were too tight and showed the device, since I was heading to work that would be a bad idea. Second, there was some burning sensation in my ball sack. I would have worked through that if not for the device outline showing. The most disappointing part: I was able to pull the device off. I did not have the keys (I left those at home) so I pulled straight forward and the device slipped off (with only a mild amount of pain). This is not good. If I was locked up for real I would have been able to get it off. There is no way I could have put it back on without unlocking it, so my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">keyholder</span> would have known I cheated. I have written the manufacturer about the problem and will let you know what he has to say. I have an idea of combining the curve's hinged ring with the device, will play around with it this weekend.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-91729763239155281212009-03-06T07:07:00.002-05:002009-03-06T07:10:12.114-05:00locked upIts early and already the day is "interesting." Yesterday I wore the neoprene ball stretcher all day, got so horny that I jerked off before going home from work. This morning I locked myself into the birdlock chastity device and left the keys at home, meaning I will be locked in all day no matter what (unless it falls off). That should make me keep my hands to myself. On another note, my Flickr account was flagged as 'unsafe' so I had to change my icon and restrict all my pictures. The day can only get better.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-25287960809014447722009-03-04T16:33:00.003-05:002009-03-04T16:38:48.676-05:00life on the edgeI have been experimenting with edging, playing with myself until I am on the edge of cumming, then stopping. It is very frustrating but can lead to fantastic orgasms. The down side is, I am leaking precum, tons of it. I even thought of putting on a pad. I realize that once I am locked up for real I won't be able to play with myself at all. Still working on the ball stretching, I think it is coming along well and I should be able to use the birdlock device by next week. As for the chastity belt I purchased, sent in the measurements today, will take 4-6 weeks to arrive. The best knews is that K and I are 'scheduled' to fuck tonight! Should make for an exciting evening.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-46054038374511191182009-03-02T18:42:00.002-05:002009-03-02T18:47:53.709-05:00idle handsSnow day in the Baltimore area. Very slow morning at work, then the UPS man shows up with my neoprene ball stretchers. I put one on immediately as well as a neoprene cock ring. It felt fantastic. I wore it all afternoon and when the business day was done, just had to see how well things worked with the devices in place. Needless to say, everything worked great. Had one hell of an orgasm. No real guilt afterwords, maybe I should have felt it. Will post pics of the neoprene later. K was home all day (her office was closed). She was in a good mood, I started asking her permission to do various things. I think this may lay the ground work before asking her to lock me up. Let me know what you think.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-24731510425234399122009-03-01T11:55:00.005-05:002009-03-01T12:07:00.210-05:00progress<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOaa6AVA8LrjU6486xSzjunLTcduQXr8Pw0FRGmsmXF1ihlEva658YWwrHYOwJLTKaUVrQ9oLlZDcjIuTN-d2O9CcacnSRjhc18JrCT0jceZQgBMNX1iSCMAqzhzv_SUq79XATe0Wp57hz/s1600-h/IMG_0545.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 291px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOaa6AVA8LrjU6486xSzjunLTcduQXr8Pw0FRGmsmXF1ihlEva658YWwrHYOwJLTKaUVrQ9oLlZDcjIuTN-d2O9CcacnSRjhc18JrCT0jceZQgBMNX1iSCMAqzhzv_SUq79XATe0Wp57hz/s320/IMG_0545.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308265781336558594" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUG4pjVtm885gCbKIK5vd67GkeBnSEopMc4tiD4ew3Y1o0yRL0Zu5FwFLcc70YgzGzGgxRaltmSB6_aaMYnJqb4B4ADqpxqg5mk_kMbdohXnOhyR7zsePWBAbfroX90m4elKbT7xUwklwJ/s1600-h/IMG_0549.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 286px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUG4pjVtm885gCbKIK5vd67GkeBnSEopMc4tiD4ew3Y1o0yRL0Zu5FwFLcc70YgzGzGgxRaltmSB6_aaMYnJqb4B4ADqpxqg5mk_kMbdohXnOhyR7zsePWBAbfroX90m4elKbT7xUwklwJ/s320/IMG_0549.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308264923291604146" border="0" /></a><br />the ball stretching is going well, in fact I was able to put on the birdlock device (pictured). I still need to work on things as it can slip off. I was unable to sleep last night, waking up at 3:30am, so I went into my den and played with myself, repeatedly getting to the edge, but not letting myself cum. I was dripping precum, but held steady. K of course, slept like an angel. Tomorrow my neoprene ball stretchers should arrive, will wear them 24/7 until things hang right.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-28280239051891192322009-02-28T12:54:00.004-05:002009-02-28T13:01:00.414-05:00another saturday morning<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/Sal7g3z8J_I/AAAAAAAAADw/j2pHU8dxITE/s1600-h/steel2.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/Sal7g3z8J_I/AAAAAAAAADw/j2pHU8dxITE/s200/steel2.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307909440500672498" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHmqFtQaopA40v70pkKlXwE7b8miW7xCmyv9b2ia07-Ppd3jpKPyvDcpQQcja0ts8BZ-H9hUiPNouqlMtz0CsnrYtMGlLWpSYA_JZxqULIS-h_NCYEkItJCC4bZdOzwyHLw3sR2LfXUCAb/s1600-h/steel1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHmqFtQaopA40v70pkKlXwE7b8miW7xCmyv9b2ia07-Ppd3jpKPyvDcpQQcja0ts8BZ-H9hUiPNouqlMtz0CsnrYtMGlLWpSYA_JZxqULIS-h_NCYEkItJCC4bZdOzwyHLw3sR2LfXUCAb/s200/steel1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307909438098656882" border="0" /></a><br />K and I slept in and for the first time in a week, we made love. It was very nice, I made sure she came first, then I had her get on top (in a more dominant position) while I came. Afterwords we laid in bed for a while, then got dressed and worked on the house. She went out to go shopping, I went for a haircut and now am home alone. I put on the red ball stretcher as soon as I got back, it is becoming easier to wear.<br /><br />in other news: I won a stainless steel chastity belt off of ebay (pictured). I am waiting for the seller to contact me for my measurements, he said that it would be 4-6 weeks for delivery. Hopefully it is of good quality and fits well. <br /><br />To my readers: please leave your comments and ask me questions!!! I want to know what you think.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-7396219555807638212009-02-27T12:35:00.006-05:002009-02-27T12:47:28.391-05:00doing it yourself<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAS-YI7PlVph7vGVFIF2BVMXe-2xaoBdQmGLa-HZ6l7p1AyGCF9kabWOLdJnb4aQ4q6TtX2g00aKi7YdrNsteY2S17RqOFH5JqATGMK7s_vmXLELcnLZN0WoqewYNvNYIbIH9sasbNEFg-/s1600-h/cockballs2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 155px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAS-YI7PlVph7vGVFIF2BVMXe-2xaoBdQmGLa-HZ6l7p1AyGCF9kabWOLdJnb4aQ4q6TtX2g00aKi7YdrNsteY2S17RqOFH5JqATGMK7s_vmXLELcnLZN0WoqewYNvNYIbIH9sasbNEFg-/s200/cockballs2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307534096023778450" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhglFy5dKDwHKYH-QTMosRbEVkd2jqI7PAylJLNN1EbdoOhwsgc75GnPeMr9STYoJAaUV_JHahV92J7c_d0_DV2-owP-XPdargIg7zdMudJq6cGJhaj3A5QJyka4CAlhyphenhyphenrp3sHD9mNMKs9o/s1600-h/cockballs.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 177px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhglFy5dKDwHKYH-QTMosRbEVkd2jqI7PAylJLNN1EbdoOhwsgc75GnPeMr9STYoJAaUV_JHahV92J7c_d0_DV2-owP-XPdargIg7zdMudJq6cGJhaj3A5QJyka4CAlhyphenhyphenrp3sHD9mNMKs9o/s200/cockballs.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307534089873193346" border="0" /></a><br />I really wanted to start on the ball stretching, so I took a metal ball stretcher that I had (was too big, kept slipping off) and plastic coated it with dip from Home Depot. It came out great and holds really well. you can see in the pictures the red and the bolts. These pics were taken a few minutes ago with my phone, so they are not the greatest quality, but they are of me. I am not wearing any underwear today, so my balls can hang as I walk and hopefully stretch. Am remaining chaste (voluntarily), mostly because I know K and I will fuck tomorrow morning. My balls burn slightly from the device, but it is not bad at all, kind of a reminder of what I am doing.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-26241970806072368732009-02-26T14:28:00.005-05:002009-02-27T12:46:10.076-05:00head strong<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/Sab49JT47FI/AAAAAAAAACw/xhOvQ-0DO80/s1600-h/metal.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 311px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/Sab49JT47FI/AAAAAAAAACw/xhOvQ-0DO80/s320/metal.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307202940257758290" border="0" /></a> K and I are both head strong and we tend to fight on and off. Nothing serious, but I always wonder what the outcome would be if she had me in chastity. I am becoming increasingly of the opinion that what we need is for a dominant man or woman to seduce K and enslave or control us both. I think she would fall for the right woman and I certainly would be willing. Imagine the scene, K and her lover enjoying sex while I was chastised, unable to get hard or participate. What if a man seduced her, demanding she lock me up and that he hold the key? What would he make me do to be allowed to cum? K would never cheat on her own but who knows what she would do if she knew I was ok with it. I have read (and jerked off to) a number of stories where an Alpha male enslaves the husband and seduces the wife. With K being bi, a woman would work well. What if the woman was an lesbian? Would she ever let me out of my chastity device? Hot ideas!!!<br /><br />Now dear reader I have 2 challenges for you, first: How do I find someone to seduce my wife?<br /><br />Second, if someone send me 10 questions to answer I will publish the questions and answers in my blog.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-35871989611085286152009-02-25T14:44:00.004-05:002009-02-26T15:25:32.610-05:00fell off the wagonHad to stay home this morning from work (to let a repairman in), had the house to myself, you can guess the rest. Had a good cum after rubbing myself almost raw. I really need to be locked up and under control. Waiting for my ball stetchers which should arrive March 2, 2009.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-19238702268233263772009-02-24T18:10:00.003-05:002009-02-26T15:23:06.189-05:00another day of edging<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/SaSBq9YwmGI/AAAAAAAAACo/j8K83zzO6h4/s1600-h/4627.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 315px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__YD8viDrl0U/SaSBq9YwmGI/AAAAAAAAACo/j8K83zzO6h4/s320/4627.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306508835982186594" border="0" /></a><br />I really wanted to cum today. Stroked myself right to the edge multiple times but held back. I would love to be locked in my new birdlock, but still can't get it to fit correctly. I searched the internet, the best solution is to stretch my balls until they hang lower. I ordered some neoprene ball stretchers (pictured), will let everyone know how it works out. Found another chastity blog, youngsubhub, he is having the same problems with the birdlock. Finished work late, now off to a meeting.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316270993132035021.post-9850793024753064052009-02-23T12:30:00.003-05:002009-02-26T15:23:32.886-05:00ConspiracyThe universe if conspiring to prevent me from cumming. Yesterday, K got her period. I had a lazy afternoon, and as usual, was looking at porn. I started to jerk off and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">every time</span> I was ready to cum, something interrupted me. Once it was the kids, once it was K. No one caught me, but I had to stop and start over. Finally I gave up. This morning, before work, I was playing with myself, but could not finish before I had to leave. Just to really get the point across, my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">birdlock</span> chastity device arrived today! I put it on immediately (pics to follow). so much for cumming.<br /><br />As for the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">birdlock</span>, it was difficult to put on because my balls ride very close to my body. like most non belt devices, a certain amount of hang is assumed, which I do not have. I probably should work on that, putting a ball stretcher on before work. Once I wrangled it on, it was comfortable. Will let everyone know how it goes.sarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02409762125446583234noreply@blogger.com0